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Sep. 12th, 2008 01:20 amI have a strange relationship with my anxieties.
This next week was going to be a challenge, scary as hell, exhausting, a potential nightmare, but hopefully a big step forward. My counsellor keeps saying I need repeated exposure to my anxiety triggers, and oh boy, this was going to be a plague.
Phantom on Sunday arvo, then Buffy/Angel con the following Saturday. I'd reorganised next week to maximise rest/sleeping in. Canceled counselling, was going to change which days I worked.
Both days were going to include trains, the con day would probably also have lunch in town.
Checked the trackwork timetable yesterday. Both the Main and North Shore lines are closed this weekend. Only buses, which we wouldn't even contemplate, too much risk of being late, and doubling travel time. So my sister will be driving us in.
And last night got the email saying that the Buffy/Angel con was canceled (feel so sorry for the organisers, they'd already had to postpone twice).
I'm not sure if I'm being rewarded or punished...
This next week was going to be a challenge, scary as hell, exhausting, a potential nightmare, but hopefully a big step forward. My counsellor keeps saying I need repeated exposure to my anxiety triggers, and oh boy, this was going to be a plague.
Phantom on Sunday arvo, then Buffy/Angel con the following Saturday. I'd reorganised next week to maximise rest/sleeping in. Canceled counselling, was going to change which days I worked.
Both days were going to include trains, the con day would probably also have lunch in town.
Checked the trackwork timetable yesterday. Both the Main and North Shore lines are closed this weekend. Only buses, which we wouldn't even contemplate, too much risk of being late, and doubling travel time. So my sister will be driving us in.
And last night got the email saying that the Buffy/Angel con was canceled (feel so sorry for the organisers, they'd already had to postpone twice).
I'm not sure if I'm being rewarded or punished...
