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Real proper rain last night. T'was lovely. And about a week's worth of water into the dams.
Need so much more, but every little bit helps.

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I'll leave fic site up. May even one day find enthusiasm to update it.
However, I'm serious about someone else doing the 100 Things link page, at least someone who has some traffic on their site.

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Please no one take this the wrong way.
But I'm finding it awkward, and even painful, to be around when everyone else is writing fic or talking about Nano and generally being creative.
I feel such an outsider, something less. There's a hole in my soul.
And I don't know whether the muse is really gone/uninspired/no voices in my head, or whether I just can't allow myself to write.
And I have no idea how to fix it or if it's even fixable. It's been months and months now.

(no subject)

Real proper rain last night. T'was lovely. And about a week's worth of water into the dams.
Need so much more, but every little bit helps.

***

I'll leave fic site up. May even one day find enthusiasm to update it.
However, I'm serious about someone else doing the 100 Things link page, at least someone who has some traffic on their site.

***

Please no one take this the wrong way.
But I'm finding it awkward, and even painful, to be around when everyone else is writing fic or talking about Nano and generally being creative.
I feel such an outsider, something less. There's a hole in my soul.
And I don't know whether the muse is really gone/uninspired/no voices in my head, or whether I just can't allow myself to write.
And I have no idea how to fix it or if it's even fixable. It's been months and months now.