Why is it...

Why is it when I've got all this marking, the Muse is suddenly firing on all cylinders? Grrrr...

Why is it I can lose weight yet I've been eating well? I thought I'd lost a bit, was feeling thinner and noticed I'm a little more gaunt around the top of the chest/collar bones. Weighed myself tonight, and yep, lost about 5 pounds. You're probably thinking 5 pounds is nothing, but when my maximum weight seems to be 126 pounds (~9 stone/57 kilos) and I can't get above that, and while I'm not sickly thin, I am on the boundaries of being too slim for 5'7"...it's a pain. And just a few pounds makes a visible difference on my torso. And I never want the top of my rib cage to stand out (Rene in Chicago was terrible).

( Tonight's Angel ep in Oz )

Why is it...

Why is it when I've got all this marking, the Muse is suddenly firing on all cylinders? Grrrr...

Why is it I can lose weight yet I've been eating well? I thought I'd lost a bit, was feeling thinner and noticed I'm a little more gaunt around the top of the chest/collar bones. Weighed myself tonight, and yep, lost about 5 pounds. You're probably thinking 5 pounds is nothing, but when my maximum weight seems to be 126 pounds (~9 stone/57 kilos) and I can't get above that, and while I'm not sickly thin, I am on the boundaries of being too slim for 5'7"...it's a pain. And just a few pounds makes a visible difference on my torso. And I never want the top of my rib cage to stand out (Rene in Chicago was terrible).

( Tonight's Angel ep in Oz )