Since mid December things have been really good. We've been seeing her every 1-2 weeks. One week they came to dinner twice in 3 days. Tonight was the first time we'd seen her since Christmas Day. Was fun and comfortable and lots of talking and cuddling.

She's strong, she can pretty much pushes herself to a standing position if you're holding her up around the chest. And she's amazingly squirmy. I was cradling her and she had one arm around the back of me holding onto my shirt. I had my fingers holding her dummy in, so she grasped my fingers with her other hand and held me there.

I never thought I could love her so much.